What is the most random thing you’ve ever done? Why did you do it? What did it prove?
I just want to encourage you: When you act in behalf of others, i.e. in their names (ITN), you can do marvelous things.
Possibly you will not plan to do them. Probably there is no good reason for you to act this way. But in the final analysis you can hold your head up high because you did the right thing.