Category Archives: pain

Pro’s AND Con’s

I received an email message with this heading: The 9 undeniable reasons you should upgrade your WordPress.com account today Can anyone give me a list of reasons for doing NOTHING? Oh, excuse me, I meant a list of good reasons … Continue reading

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Phantom Love

I know your love I feel your pain But I’m not you I’ve never worn your shoes Never cried your tears Never emitted your light But I’m with you Two become one Less of me, more of us Wholly aware

Posted in love, pain, poetry

Feeling kinda goofy

Does this make sense to you: I am soon to believe that because I did not create the problem, I do not have the same responsibility for finding a resolution as I would have if I were the sole cause … Continue reading

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Missing you big time

The flood of feelings and emotions Washes over my body and throws me into remorse and denial Did I do enough? How could I do more? Sometimes life sucks Sometimes you get over i

Posted in Agony, despair, dying, failure, fear, future, hindsight, honesty, loss, lost, love, pain, poetry

Predictable

Being watched: Do you grow tired of it? Pushed beyond pain, I lose my capacity to appeal for relief. “No Mas” becomes “¿Qué importa?” Do you ever put on a show or ruse to see if you obtain probable results … Continue reading

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Sweet Mercy

Have you accepted something as being “just the way it is” but continued to be hopeful, looking for a miracle, divine intervention, a change of heart – anything to help make the situation more bearable? Does this sound like the … Continue reading

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Rigoletto

Don’t die on me. I’ll pray for you.

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